New Year 2019/2020

A Tiny Beginning

I wonder if I am ever going to write a book that sells. Definitely about vampirism, it is not a topic that is easy to put down on paper for it is an experience that is different for all of us, even if it has common causes. That and there is already some really good written stuff. The thing is, with stuff like vampirism a lot of lessons are keyed, I can’t explain or show it all… only vampires and energy sensitives truly understand what the words mean.
I began this blog to share little lessons, little insights, things that would help awakening vampires.
And though some months only had one post, some very late at it, and the views are expected for an unknown blog. The vampire community is not that big after all. I am happy with what it brought.

What this year Brought

First of all it seemed to have helped a few vampires. Given them ideas and made people interested in vampirism. I usually get an idea for a post around the time that someone needs something. Or I pick up that something can be connected. My latest piece, a vampire as healer for instance shows how a vampire isn’t always an evil and negative thing. 
The first postings were about grounding and shielding, very basic tools for any energy gifted person and more so for the vampire.
And it has drawn in a few people who were willing to help, with ideas, to proof read or were drawn to them.
So I think, for a simple blog like this, it done well. It has done its job.

What I hope next year to bring

I still am working on the idea to do small podcasts, a video maybe. Personally I love podcasts, great during travel, and a real vampire podcast would be pretty nice. Now I am just a simple person so, there will be a lot to learn. But hopefully this will work out and I get some content like that out.

Also I hope to work more with others. Get them as proof readers, do cross-blog postings when we talk about things that require more then one insight. And so on.

2020 seems to a year where such growth is possible.

Happy New Year wished and lets hope that 2020 will be a great year ahead.

The Vampire as a healer

The Vampire as a Healer

Author: Masticina Akicta
Date: 16-12-2019
With suggestions by: Xyenaq

The Vampire as a Healer

Quite an unorthodox position right, aren’t vampires all about taking? Aren’t they evil? True, the nature of the vampire requires them to take, but that doesn’t mean they always are the bad guys. See, there are different types of energy and some of it is good for people and some of it is bad.
And like poison in someone or rotting flesh… as long as it is in there it is dangerous. But very few would safely be able to draw it out… adding healing energy only does so much and it is a slow way to do things.
But what if there was someone that could draw the bad energy out and survive it?

Lets talk about Energy

As alluded to above, there is energy out there that can harm out or heal you. And even too much healing will be bad for you.. Stuff that makes one healthy and stuff that makes one sick. Energy in different balances and that at times can be very useful, and sometimes it is not very nice. Stuff that stays around when you are long in a bad location or among people who cause a lot of trouble.
Lightworkers might see it as a dark heavy energy. And each of us will pick up some negative energy as we go through the day. But usually we get rid of it… usually.
But if someone is very spiritually hurt or lives in a situation where there is very little positive to go. Where there is a lot of spiritual poison going around. Where they are mentally, physically and spiritually hurt… the nasty energy can grow and grow and grow. With so little light and so much bad… it does gets worse.
At a point, a person might have a lot of bad energy in them, a lot of poison!

Psychic Vampire Energy Transmutation

Here is where the psychic vampire, the much feared being comes in. Many energy workers… don’t like getting close to the poison. And drawing it out and handling it can make them also sick. This to a point also goes for the psychic vampire, such is true.
But a psychic vampire can handle bad energy a lot better. Many psychic vampires can easily feed on bad energy. It is as if they have an Iron Stomach for the stuff. They can naturally transmute or treat the bad energy in ways to make it clean and usable. At least to them and with the right mind also to others.
The ability to purify energy comes natural to a psychic vampire. At least one with a few years of energy training, be it self trained or not.
What I am saying is, that what poisons others, can much safer be handled by vampires who are used to negative energies. The Yin and Yang, both sides of creation, light and shadow. Call it what you want, if you got a really bad case you need someone that can cut the rot out of the wound. A psychic vampire with enough experience might just be the doctor you are looking for.

In and Out

As written above, just trying to slowly replace bad energy with good can take a long while. So… this is where the vampire comes in. They, being able to survive a lot of bad energy, can draw out and unblock the patients a lot safer.  Such can get the energy flowing again and make place for fresh new rejuvenating energy. They even can transmute part of the bad energy into clean clear energy. It is of course, for the safety of the person, and healers a process that can’t go too fast. Transmutation is not a simple process after all.
But I know it has been done before. And it works!

Transmutation

And spoken about that word, transmutation, changing A into B. If there is something trained psychic vampires can is taking energy in one state and changing it into another. To some it comes as if it is inborn, to others they require some training and tricks. But many psychic vampires can put energy in A and change it into another getting out of B.
In the above case, draining the bad energy and working on the energy in such a way that it is harmless in the end. Through an adjusted way of filter feeding.
To the point that the energy might not even enter you but it dealt with in an external box you create for it. An energy device made for one cause… take in energy, filter and cleanse, burn off the negative stuff and release the cleaner energy. And a tip: hooking it up so it feeds itself. Some of the energy is burns/uses will keep it working.

Co-operation

So now you have the theory down. How to get it in practice? First of all you need to find energy workers who are neutral to vampires. Second of all they need to understand our seemingly natural abilities and just what it can mean. And of course it requires the one situation that there is a patient so poisoned by nasty energy that this healing method is faster then As usual.
Also for the sake of the patient don’t go too fast at it. Opening energy flows can cause a lot of sudden pain, mental pain and memories to flow out. And it should be obvious that patients who get wounds uncovered need the right mental support too.
This is also why I highly suggest co-operation. Both the patient needs to know what is going to happen as the others.

The Power of Community

The Power of Communities

Author: Masticina Akicta
Date: 7 December 2019

You are not alone

You are not alone, no matter what you have, what you have to deal with in life. No matter where you were born, how you grew up, what happened in your life. You are not alone! There are others like you, no matter you fate or what happened. There are others who have dealt or are dealing with the same.
The human species is a social species and you should understand there are others like you out there. Even if it is only recognition and being able to talk about things you can’t talk about to others…
It is natural to desire to get close to others that understand your situation. That go through the same. In our human society we tend to “tribe” up together with those that share certain things. Sociologists will tel you that we are still quite a tribal species. And that no matter with how many we live, we tend to draw to a limited group of people we call our tribe. No matter how big the city, how many thousands live in a small area. We always try to get together with equal minded.

The Power of Community

As pointed out, humans are social species. Even knowing that you are not alone can help you feel a lot better. And connecting with others like you and sharing your troubles and good times with them will make things much better.
Alone we can only do so much, deal with so much and all of us have weaknesses and strengths. It is when we work together, aid each other, offer hope an insight. That we can strive for more, many heads and hands make big events possible.
Being alone makes life a lot harder, that is obvious. Being with others can offer people who can help you up when you fail. That give you insight and teach you methods to make things work better. That help you cover up your weaker sides.
It also means that things you can’t do others might. And of course the same back to the other side. There is strength in being together and working together. Learning from the older members, gaining insight and at times just being able to talk to others like you.
But communities aren’t always the best, snakes live in bushes after all. Always remember to keep an eye on your own limitations and how far things should go. You being part of a community should not over-ride who YOU are and what YOU stand for.

Finding Communities

In the time of the Internet finding a community, website or group with a name is easy as it comes. There are discord groups, forums, or subforums on websites that deals with other things. But there is a sea of places out there and the quality differs. Some are created by experienced people, others by young ones. Some are very targeted others are a hangout everybody seems to be able to join. Some have a reason and a goal and others are there to connect with others. Like islands in a big sea we all seek our own island, places to belong and call home.
The old methods, knowing someone who knows someone else still is strong. Finding someone who knows more about the communities and how to be safe will be very useful. People who went before you that can tell you where you probably fit the best. Still, such can only be advice.
So the question for the ones leading a community should be what their main goal is, what they stand for and how to get there.
My suggestion is to find out quickly how the place is ran:
Are there actually appointed leaders or mentors?
Are there people you can talk to and that have an obvious sign for such?
Are the rules obvious and do the owners deal with the safety of the members?
How do the members talk and act among each other?
Are there friendly greeters around?
Is the community active around a time you are to?
What connections does the community seem to have?
What does the community offer?
Does it feel safe?
How does the community deal with troublesome members?

Finding your place

Communities aren’t all about what you can get out of it, but also about what you can offer such community. Now, don’t worry just because some members been there long and know their way around and how to do things doesn’t means you need to be as good as them. Learning things takes experience and time, and many years ago they were like you just entering the communities themselves, learned through good and bad experiences and finally settled. It can take a while before you find your own strength and just what you can offer back for what they had done for you. And nobody should feel required to give back… though communities do grow on participation.
So take your time, get to know the people, find out what is going on before you jump right into helping out.
And there is one thing that is always helpful, aiding other young fresh members into finding the right places to go. Sharing experiences.

Common Red Flags

Communities don’t just bring good, but sometimes also bad things. Some can be quite cult like. So lets go through a few, and far from all, Red Flags.
The Leader only talks to his/her direct underlings. Leaders can be quite busy, so talking to every member is very hard to do. And in big communities and with very busy leaders it can be very hard to ever see them. Still, a leader that doesn’t walks on the work-floor easily loses sight of things. You need active people available to chat with.
There seems to be some kind of war going on. Unsaid or said out loud… it seems that there are two or more different parties fighting. Do you want to be on a battlefield?
The Leader has special training to offer that has to be super secret and nobody can even know you get it.
People in power offer you aid, teachings and more… if you just join their little war.
There seems to be a cult of personality where one leader or very few can’t do wrong and are idolized.

Cult of Personality

A cult of Personality is a special case of hell. It is when one leader or very few share a cult like power and influence. What they do is perfect, their plans are awesome, their vision is godly, blah blah blah blah.
And they can offer the lesser people the road up to become almost as great as them. One suggestion… don’t drink the lemonade.
The best leaders are those that show some weaknesses and let others know how they can help them. The best leaders work together and are willing to share the blame and the gain. This means understand that each of them has strong and weak sides.
A cult of personality is a terrible thing… and falling into that hole will do horrible damage to you mentally long term. Just because someone seems to be able to have it all, do it all, and is awesome don’t think that such is the truth.
Actually how more perfect the person how more worried you should be.
A cult of personality isn’t just one flag, it is a whole wood full of it! Run!

Suggestions

The thing with communities is that every one is different. And if I post it on this blog the invite link might be disabled at a point. So, but VCN is a good place to start. It is quite central to the vampire community and even though locations like germany, africa and asia have their own central hubs. For many western European's and yes for many americans it is one of the great hubs. Even if it is used many times to find other hubs closer to you.
After all best is something local, if it is active and offers a lot.
I am part of Darkened Mirror, which has both a forum and a discord. In the seemingly harsh world of the vampire community. Where members are fighting like cats, it helps to have a place where support and insight is offered in a more softer warm way.